FILMATIQUE: Many consider you to be one of Mexico's most prominent contemporary directors, with several critically-acclaimed films that have premiered at prestigious festivals around the world. Prior to this, however, you studied international law, in London. Can you briefly discuss your journey from law to filmmaking?
CARLOS REYGADAS: I studied law in Mexico City and then earned a master's degree in England. I liked my profession and especially the law of armed conflict and use of force because only a fraction of it is positive law and it lacks an actual coercive system. As most of it is customary and particularly subject to argumentation, its application requires a good use of logic and a bold imagination. What I did not like—and actually what I started to fear when I saw it appear before me—was the life of the lawyer. I was in NYC collaborating with the Mexican delegation before the UN in preparatory works for the International Criminal Court and at night, and at dawn and at noon, I could see from the room I had in Midtown lawyers in the building in front of me, eating microwaved food, taking showers and changing their clothes so they could work without leaving the office. I felt a form of auto-imposed-slavery and was bitten by a painful urge to quit. No matter what, in that kind of profession you cannot escape a repressive way of life.
I then felt the anguish of knowing myself to be useless for any other job. Then, the dormant passion that cinema had been since I was eighteen came to my rescue. I felt for the first time that film was what I had to do. I quit it all and went back to Brussels and made short films with students from the INSAS, on expired black-and-white Super 8mm film and sound in Nagra magnetic tapes. My DOP then and for Japón and Battle in Heaven, Diego Vignatti, was fundamental on all these roads. He was a great friend and I miss him. Gilles Laurent became my sound engineer. We learned so much from each other, we three and all the rest of our friends/collaborators who made those films together. Gilles is no longer with us and I also think often of him and his radiancy… how he loved music and listened to Schubert every day. I miss all the freedom and the clean light and the natural feeling of eternity and the factual unity of everything. Then it was all there: pure reality without an element of thought.
Today the air feels heavier. I feel like I feel less and sort of "know" more—I do not mean wisdom unfortunately, only that there's a part of my feeling for life that has turned into the mental, probably even the conceptual. I know it may just be my eyes that are not as sharp as they were, but maybe thoughts do have a weight and demand an energy that could be used for better things, or even more, that might even negate life in a certain way. We were passionate and relentlessly discussed cinema, music, literature, football, human habits around the world. We loved Kiarostami and Peleshian. L'Humanité by Dumont was just out in Europe and I had not seen it but they kept on telling me about it. No one was a professional then. The eldest of us three was 27. The mercenary element of film crews wasn't around yet. There were no plans for the future, no funds, no pitching, no festival route, no sales agents, no subtitles, no interviews, nothing external. Just the places and the people I loved so much that I wanted to do films with. We produced Japón with US$37,000 that an art collector gave us. We shot on a 2.9x1 frame ratio on 16mm film, for 10 weeks, with all our determination, our patience and our joy too.